Waking

I wake alone in foggy lands,
untouched anew by lonely hands,
and whisper into earless nights
the secrets of my fitful geist–

(and speaking now with wand’ring tongues
from unfamiliar depths have sprung
these fathomless and foreign springs
that breathe their mists o’er ev’rything)

–and back they hiss in slyer tones,
to sleep and not to wish for home,
for home is but a distant Waking–
an upheaval of thund’rous shaking–
and lonesomeness, like starry skies,
is full to bursting with goodbyes.

Heady silence strangles thoughts
and twists my dreams all into knots
but when dawn breaks I shield my head
from the shattering of words unsaid–

(spiderwebs burdened with morning’s tears–
but mornings catch whispers and expose them as fears)

–and steel myself for the Waking hour
when silence holds a different power.

 

©K Paige Medina 09 October 2017

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The Illusion of Silence

Heat overtook the world
For a moment,
Bubbling its insistent movement into froth,
Jumping and excited,
Churning with the massive
sluggishness of magma,
Unapologetically leaving flames
Awoken momentarily into angry dancing
By a passing heat —
A scorched moment.

But then,
With the suddenness of nightfall,
The world cools
Briefly,
Water drifts into crystal shapes,
Time fractures,
White static hushes it all
Into the illusion of silence.

Peace on earth —
Snow on naked branches —
We must be silent
Before the world once more
remembers
The heat of its mouth.

© K Paige Medina 11/17/2016

No Thank You

No thank you,
I have had quite enough
Of this
Business of being cool,
Playing it close to the chest,
Making like the feathers of water birds,
Sheltered,
Proofed,
With beads of water
Rolling off.

I’d rather be thunder,
Inconsolable
For once
Than this quiet contained thing,
Drenched
Moment by moment
In the unconquerable rains
Of disappointment.

I’ll not keep quiet,
No thank you,
With this slow hole burning
From within,
Sucking down words with smoke
Swallowing uncomfortable truths,
No.

Politely, I say,
Thank you,
but I must now
Be loud.

© K Paige Medina 9/6/2016